See ? The thing that I don't want it happen already happen now . The dream . YES , the dream was true . Unbelieavable . But why ? Is that means that I must accept him ? i'm blank . nothing to do . i have no any ideas for it . someone please help me . erm , i think no . i must settle it by myself . aaarrggghhh ! *sigh* many problems came in a same time . it depress me =.=