KENAPA LELAKI SURUH GF TUTUP AURAT PADAHAL . . .

Assalamualaikum .

Today , as usual aku nak share something dengan korang(s) .

Aku dapat cerita nie dari emel MR/MRS secret mana ntah . HEHE . Let's see *rolling eyes*

So, here's the story. I had a boyfriend, we were together for almost three years and we eventually broke up, last year. Itu pun sebab ada third party and my ex is a jerk anyway. Biasa la lelaki kan pandai berlakon. (Ouch!)

Kitorang belajar dekat US masa mula-mula kenal and became official and then he decided untuk quit medicine dekat US, and continue dekat Malaysia. He convinced me to go back with him, so I did. -.-" So, kitorang sambung dekat UM, took the same course, same class, same everything. First year and second year, semua okay, happy, fireworks, bahagia. Semua lah. 

Then masa early part 4, ada one extender, girl masuk kelas kitorang. Pretty, blonde malay girl. Memang HOT. Then, i noticed few differences dekat my ex-boyfriend. Dia selalu penat, mengantuk, pastu selalu tertidur dalam kelas. BUT, he never neglected me, setiap hari study sama-sama, lunch, dinner sama-sama. Emotionally, he didn't change. We were still happy, all lovey dovey. So one day, i ternampak marks dekat his neck, macam lovebite so asked him, kenapa macam ada lovebite dekat tengkuk dia, and dia jawab "Kena gigit serangga" so i believed him. (Rupanya serangga tu rambut blonde)

Then comes Ramadhan few weeks later, hati I macam rasa lain eventhough he didn't change a bit. I felt different like something is wrong with my ex. One day, tiba-tiba dia bagi gift and I can see the guilt from his face but I don't know why. Strange. So, i prayed and mintak Allah tunjukkan apa yang I tak nampak selama ni. and guess what, during the second week of Ramadhan, dia kantoi.

As usual we went to berbuka and straight to Masjid for Tarawikh together, but suddenly he became sooo quiet; muka dia macam sedih, bersalah pun ada, serabutt sangat padahal baru je lepas solat. I dah pelik. Then he sent me back to my hostel, and then my roommates tell me everything.

My ex-boyfriend dah keluar dengan that blonde girl for almost a month. Dia selalu penat and ngantuk masa dalam kelas sebab dia kena spend time with both girls. Lepas dia hantar I balik, dia pick up that girl. Vice versa. siang dengan I, malam dengan that girl. Me and her duduk sama-sama hostel. Just Imagine. That guy got some balls to do that.

Semua orang in my class pun dah tau except me. I was devastated, bayangkan semua orang in my class have to keep it from me for almost a month sebab dorang tak sampai hati nak cerita dekat i. I was crushed, but i felt relieved somehow. Macam Allah answered my prayer, Subhanallah. So, i texted him and tell him that i want to end our relationship and as expected, he agrees with everything. He said sorry, but I don't think he mean it. And the lovebite i saw, it was her, my classmate.

And it ended right there, I tak pernah confront perempuan tu, I didn't talk to my ex-boyfriend after that because I just feel like it's not worth it, not worth fighting and now, I'm so glad i did that, I did nothing.

So ,

Kenapa ada sesetengah lelaki, yang taknak bagi tau girlfriend dia the truth yang dia dah bosan, fed up, muak dengan girlfriend dia and he wants to move on with someone else?

What can i do to banish him completely from my mind?

How is it possible that someone yang Solat penuh lima waktu, do such things as check in into hotel, ringan-ringan, geli-geli dan bermacam2 lagi?

Why lelaki, suka suruh girlfriend dia tutup aurat, pakai sopan-sopan, tapi dia pergi menggatal dengan awek yang free hair, seksi?

                                                                             Aku turut bersimpati dekat you girl . Haih . . .

So , okay first . Bila aku baca jea emel nie aku cuba bayangkan kalau aku lah ada dekat posisi girl tuu . PERGHH ! Tak sanggup kot . Boleh gila sebab memang really really tak sangka gaban ahh boy tuhh sanggup buat dekat girl tuu . Hey boy ! Almost three years korang bersama okay ? And girl tuu sanggup ikut you balik Malaysia amik course sama , kelas sama and everything sama . Hey dude ! Just tell her yang kau to dah fed up dengan gf kau . Dah lah kau fed up dengan girl tuu . Tak nak kasi tahu pulak tuu . Then , buat silly things belakang dia . See , dah kantoii kan dah tak boleh buat apa . Aku tabik ahh dengan girl tuu sebab tak bunuh jee boy nii .

Secondly ,if aku ada dekat position you girl . Mesti perasaan aku hancur lebur macam volcano tunggu masa nak tumpahkan lava nya . Me too . I dont know how to banish him completely from my mind . IDIOT BOY !

Third , girl . . . tak semestinya somebody yang solat lima waktu tak kan buat benda2 macam nie . That shows iman boy tu tak kuat . Maybe boy tu just buat amalan wajib tuu , tapi sebaliknyaa emm emm . . . maybe lah . hmmm~

Lastly , boy suruh gf dia tutup aurat but boy tu sendiri yang menggatal dengan perempuan lain , perempuan seksi you know  . Janganlah ajar gf you tu benda baik sedangkan you sendiri boy bukan nya baik sangat pon ! Maybe *wondering*

AND you betina ! HUH ! Kau dah tau yang boy tu dah ada gf , and dorang dh together gether almost three years , kau ada hak untuk tidak ikut cakap boy tuu . Lain laa kalau kau nie memang jenisyang desperate sangat and tak tau malu serta tak ada maruah diri .